and at the end of the day, these are what your promises come to. naught.
school was basically divided into 3 components. one, before recess. two, after recess. three, after school hours
one. was dull. like. horribly dull.
two. was....annoying. I was annoyed almost all the way from after recess till...school ended? poor mirna, sitting with two people who plugged in and refused to even talk or look at her. :) she threw a mini RAWR fit, but we both just looked over and ignored her totally :) amusing, looking back. but yeah at that point of time I could have killed someone barehandedly.
three. was amusing. extremely high I dont know why, it's something about maths I swear :) and mrs chew is the greatest form teacher to exist, everrrr :) HAHA, me & mirna were bouncing around the classroom and throwing things at each other and cursing and talking like we own the place (which we about did since about 3/4 of the class went off for vball match) then Shalom and Priya joined the fray :) Awesome :)
then haha I semicrashed sec3 study date ;) haha, watching aqilah search was extremely amusing :) they kept making me laugh. and it made me realize something, all over again.
I keep asking myself what am I fighting for. and I think I've found the answer :) doesnt matter what they do and how they do it. I'm fighting for el to be a better place to be, and in effect, for the sec3s. I may not leave the impression of zai, or even make a huge impact of them. but no matter what anybody says, or think I'd have known that I tried.
and that's all that's going to matter.
and I'll hold on, see this to the very end, the same way I once did as an instructor.