finally got it off my chest. my thoughts are moving in circles. no end to them. I hate circular arguments as a debater, but I didnt know I would hate it so much in real life either.
it's pushing the line that I set up to protect myself and the people around me further and further from the starting line. I fear the day I realize that there isnt a line anymore. I'm sane enough, rational enough to stop this. am I?
Archu, Owl's still thinking. Stupid Owl to walk into this in the first place.
today my juniors said things to me that made me smile from the bottom. I was touched when they said those words. I take back my words. I will cry during farewell. if not for my level, for these juniors. perhaps all the efforts put in wasnt wasted totally after all :))
if I could I'd wrap you up in cotton wool and carry you in my pocket.
and it scares me to think that I may very well be the one who will hurt you the most.
Rubbosh, you made me smile today :)
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