I remember the days we spent together.

& all those things you said that night.

today felt like yesterdays. unspoken coordination, able to read each other's actions and gestures. it felt peaceful walking beside you behind all the kids. it felt comforting to work in tandem with you at the bbq pit.

when we'd share from a cup or "book" something that we both wanted to eat.

"Is this cooked ah?"

feeds to me, then look at me for confirmation.

wordlessly handing me drinks and stealing my drink.

it felt too familiar. felt too much like the past.

it warmed and chilled me both at the same time.

tomorrow, this magic spell would break. but the you tonight was the one I almost fell in love with.

I need to rationalise this properly. and make the right decision, because I'm a coward, and I darent follow my heart and where it may lead me to.