I was bloghopping, and scanning through pictures, when I scrolled down alex's blog. and the picture that echo took at the quarry jumped out at me.

I dont get scared easily, I dont get shocked easily, and I dont cry easily.

but it jolted me.

it's over now, and there's nothing to be done. and I got to know great people, great leaders. I learnt a great deal, and hopefully, maybe, changed someone's life for the better.

yup, all plus points.

but I didnt finish this journey. and the wound I thought healed bled afresh again.

You'll never know, what that it feels like. You'll never know that pain.

sometimes I'm gripped by sudden terror, that everything was a dream that I'd dreamt up. and I'd wake up any moment now, and still be a camper, with a chance to start allover again.

for the worst nightmares are the ones you live in.