I'm scared of letting people matter too much,
because I'm scared they'll leave me.
but when I allow you to matter to me,
and you start to distant,
I'll leave first.
that's just me.
table dont break apart please,
because you guys have become one of my constants in cedar
you guys make me happy,
and I feel free amongst all of you, no matter who is there.
and I wont know how to walk away.
but I dont know how I will stand going through the turmoils once more.
9:23 PM