This is the way I am.

I judge base on what I see and observe, and not what others say. the most what others say could affect me, would influence me, would be more cautious with you. & if the person I know is different from the one that is going around, I'd trust my own judgement.

but,

lose my trust once,

I'll doubt every move you make, every word you say.

in this, the world has taught me well.

cynicism doesnt come hard to me.