just because. just because.

My dear sec3 juniors.

I dont like to scold all of you, because right now, at this point of time, all of you should be ready enough to do this kind of things without us having to mollycoddle all of you. somehow, I think that you guys reflect us. and that scares me. I dont want to see history repeat itself. I never ever want to look back and tell myself, this is my fault.

I hope what I said today got into your heads. I was too tired to scold, I just spoke. I hope I caught your attention, I hope I made you guys think. I hope that you guys will really try, and put in your best. I hope that all of you, will make el greater and stronger. and when the time comes, you'll have the wisdom to do what's right and best for the cca.

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I'm tired of fighting.

you lean on me, and expect me to always be there, and always be strong. but do you know, i've seem to forgotten how to be strong. I've forgotten how to cry, because I cant seem to cry it out. It's anger, boiling hot, it's disappointment, a heavy stone. it's hope that's shattered, and dreams that will never come true.

who can I lean on, when I want to sit there and just cry it all out?

because it truly hurts, and I'm truly tired.