no, I'm not as confident as I look.
no, I'm not as strong as I seem to be.

but if the fiasco last year taught me anything, it's that no matter what happens, and no matter who is pushing me down, what I do have, as a natural defense, is pride.

pride refused to let me back down infront of them all, then infront of mp. Pride kept me going when I thought I'd break down. Pride allowed me to lift my chin and walk into the canteen when I knew that half the world hated me. Pride allows me to walk as if nothing is bothering me.

& after all of that, I just dont bother anymore who thinks what of me.


so you know, if you dont want to talk to me, just dont. I'm pretty good at figuring out body language and tones.

It seriously doesnt pay to be nice. I should just be mean huh. I'm good at it, anyway. rawr.