what do I want?
all I ever needed,
was someone I could turn to at the end of a long day, or at any moment. and know that I wouldnt have to justify why I did what I did, or what I am feeling. or feel like I'm disturbing, even.
was for someone to understand what I was truly feeling without me having to open my mouth. who wouldnt read my stoning look as angry, and be able to tell if I were really happy, or just hiding behind my mask again.
who would know when I need the space to just be alone with myself, to give me the silence that I need, when I need it.
who wouldnt judge what I say, or what I do.
who wouldnt lie to me. and never need me to second guess the words, to think through.
who would know, that holding my hand gently is more effective than wresting anything from me.
just, someone to lean on, and just let go.
"it's gone sour, where all the good things go."
9:56 PM