at sec4, it isnt that everything becomes ok. it's just, that everyone is just too tired to fix things, because there simply is no point. so we do what seems to be impossible, and we bury the past, and we hide and put away things that makes us unhappy.
is this happiness? if it is, I guess I'm happy now.
at times I wonder who there is left to fully, simply, trust. to put everything inside into that person's hands and trust that that person knows how to treat it with care, and respect. to never, need to wonder if that trust will ever betrayed.
and so it's true, what they say. that as you grow older, it just gets harder.
hey E if I saw you now I would tell you I miss that simple comfort talking to you was. she reminds me of you, E. very much the same, but very much different. it struck me from the start. but she's her and you're you, ultimately.
debating;
anger & passion has always been my fuel.
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