Today, is the sec3's el appraisal.

I dislike politically correct answers, and fakeness. I'm okay with people being power hungry, people having an attitude. actually, I think if you are a leader with no attitude, you arent much of a leader. and anyway, the current el exco..we have an attitude. non-deniable. but faked politcally correct answers just disgust me. god, we have brains and eyes.

today watching them talk to the rest of el it really struck me that I am really stepping down. as we discuss who best to give what leadership role too, I was sad. my turn to step down :( it's really, my turn to step down :( on one hand I cant wait to study all the way, on the other hand..debate has been so much a part of my life. :(

ooh. today was the start prelim1s. and I smartly thought that it was english paper, when it was chinese. mad dash to borrow a chinese dictionary, and even got suanned by my chinese teacher. I think it was deserved though :( haha, and geog paper was a pretty bad try too :( my hand cramped from writing.

and I need to open my eyes and read my questions properlyyy I tell you :(( sigh.

I havent study SS yet /:

haha, I read rubbosh's letter before my second paper. and a part during my second paper, I thought of the letter and started smiling to myself. HAHA I was so amused!

oh god I think I whined so much today everyone wanted to kill me :) HEHE