I've come to realize that everything on the outside was meant to help protect the inside. some people fight, and some people run, and others just stand there and take it.

& sometimes I really wonder, what I am to the people around me. to those I care about. do you care about me the way I care about you? do I care about the people who care about me?

my parents about stamped their feets and laid down the rule for me to stop attending debate when they found out I did step down, already.

y'know. I look really arrogant and confident. but if the inside was half as strong as the outside I swear I'd be super human.

I need to enter my happy bubble.

tomorrow no round table arrangement and a swap in tablepartners. no I shouldnt be selfish and make others unhappy by disagreeing. but wtf I really dont want Her next to me. rawr.