I feel, pushed away & insubstantial.
I only exist when you need me. has it ever crossed your mind that I have my own needs and wants to?
it's okay, really. I wish I didnt care, but since I do; I just have to swallow it right?
swallow my pride, swallow my spirit, swallow my words, swallow my anger.
swallow everything, just because I once promised to be beside you.
besides the point.
10:14 PM