I'm trying to sort out my thoughts in an orderly fashion. funny how sorting webpages and webpages of information into a case is so much easier than sorting out emotions.

filter the emotions out, weight the logic behind it.

head over heart, head over heart.

I live by my own principles. some of them shaped by the people around me, some of them free from any influence, against what is considered proper and right. but principles are principles. and somethings you just cannot bend. somethings have to be made clear.

debate training. think, run through, shoot. the basis of what makes up the floor isnt it.

I miss the floor. competition floors and blood running fast and excitement almost tangible. war of words has always appealed.

all of us are suffering from cca-withdrawal symptoms.