I've always fought hard for what I believed in, fought back to what I didnt.
I fight for what I want, I fight for what I think is right.
shouldnt you know? you were afterall the one who trained me to be independent, to fight back. you armed me with words to protect myself, and a heart that wasnt too hard so I'd fight for the right reasons.
I've always been a fighter. always will be. between you, debate, and life; I was never to be a passive person.
my youngest memory of you training me to be strong was when I fell down. you never cuddled and you never came to me no matter how hard I cried. you would insist that I pick myself up and walk towards you. I was 5 then, outside Yamaha. I used to fall so often because of my legs, remember?
I remember when royston was born. I refused to eat my noodles because I wanted you to feedd me. but you told me to eat it on my own, or you would throw away my food. I didnt, and you threw away my food.
you trained me to be who I am today. you, mp, them, school, e, debate. all of you pushed me to fight, so that I wouldnt be just another face in the crowd complaining pointlessly about things I want to change but wouldnt.
why then do you expect differently from me?
I'm not easily scared. but I'm scared of three things.
1. Heights
2. Losing control
3. Becoming another face in the crowd.
8:44 PM