today I couldnt recall your face when I sat at the spiderweb. funny how we're both cedarians, and how pp is the official cedar hangout, but I've never ever been there with you before, never.

I've always been a rebel, but I actually respect certain rules. because I believe that rules are meant to protect and to nurture. so anything that goes beyond my comprehension I fight against. but certain rules, certain lines, I keep.

there's just too much that time cannot erase. I can remember moments I can remember words I can remember the feel. but I cant recall your face. I cant, and I dont want to open your photo, because it would make you feel like an obligation that I am obliged to carry around. but I cant remember. I cant remember.