I deserve the right to swear my head off once in awhile. so yeah, dont comment on the Fs. I may grind your head off.

you know what, I'd have done all these a year, two years back. I was this reckless.
I dont swear often. but times like these, and other moments justify using certain obscenities to express myself.
Fuck. I want to call you and hear your voice and ask if you are okay and just, talk. Fuck I just want to hear your voice and see you smile. that's All. Fuck it.
and Fuck I dont want to be a sec4. Honestly. graduation? how do I let go of all of these? I dont know how.
and how the Fucking hell am I supposed to know if you are pushing me away or what. I dont know, because you, you are just not being right. am I being oversensitive? AM I?
and Fuck I want to go out and cycle and continue the routine during the holidays. not come home at 10 at night not showered with things to study and do.
Fuck.
alright. resume normal no swearing self.
9:15 PM