I hate how every minute we waste is a minute wasted. are we more important or are your results so much more important than us? no I dont mean to say that results are not important, because yes we know that O levels are coming right up.

but then are we that unimportant to you?

we only have so much time left together. because no matter who says what, once we leave cedar and go on our seperate paths, we will never be this close again.

school is utter rubbish. if she doesnt know, are we supposed to know? we are students, there is only so much we can do. you feel helpless? I do too. the sec3s are clueless, as clueless as she is. and we are not even supposed to be involved in anything do you know. I am so fucking tired of cleaning up people's mess and tears.

at the end of the day? in the eyes of the school I have done nothing for them. nevermind what I have done, nevermind what actually is behind the scenes. it didnt matter then when I was a sec3 and during interviews? but now it burns my guts to think of it.

ohforgetit. no point, aint it.