I had an urge to prove to myself that you were not a figment of my imagination.
I almost couldnt find your letters admist the pile I had. and I panicked. I just threw everything in the drawer on the floor.
and sat down and cried holding on to your letter, rereading and looking for all the familiar characters.
do you know how painful it is for you to treat me like a stranger?
9:00 PM