No, no, no, no, no. my heart is screaming it doesnt want to, it doesnt want that kind of pain all over again. spare me please just spare me. I dont want I dont want to.
My head says I should try, I should do this for table. I should I know I should. but my heart says it doesnt want such a pain all over again.
History repeats? I dont want it to just just, take it all.
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