To you,

you keep saying that you are okay, that you are fine. but everytime I go onto your blog something new pops out at me all over again. no, dont "random post" me. people dont keep blogs to randomly post random stuff all the time. quotes, song lyrics perhaps. not words, not thoughts.

you keep asking me not to worry. but the only way i will not worry is if there is nothing to worry about, dont you see?

everyone has to think. if you dont, you just become a spineless person with no judgement for yourself. but if you keep allowing negativity to lead those thoughts, that isnt going to get you anywhere much either isnt it?

I said I'd always respect your decisions, whatever they may be. and I will. If you would like to keep it to yourself and not share with others, yes, you can. but the decisions that you make shouldnt hurt you.

I keep feeling like I am hitting at a wall that you've built. a wall that was never there before.

and it truly truly truly gets to me.

I havent heard a you sounding like you in quite sometime, no matter how much you deny it. and I'd like to hear that person I knew again.

Whatever it is. I'm always here for you alright.